I wish I were able to be in 2 places at once. I feel the need to take care of my Mom, yet I want to be home, with my family as well. We are preparing for the long battle ahead. Helping Mom to get things in order for her comfort while she goes through the chemotherapy treatments. And discuss the "what ifs" with her. I have set up in home nursing care for the time I can't be with her.
She seems ready for this. We know that we have to do it. And I know I have to be strong and help get her through it. And I also feel the pull to spend time with my family. I miss them already. I am Blessed to have a husband that supports me and keeps me positive.
I have to keep telling myself that God will take care of us. I know He will.
No clay for now. Only family. And Prayer. Lots of Prayer