Waiting is so hard for me. Waiting for anything makes me feel out of control. Especially when it involves my family. My Moms Cancer is back. They found out that the bruising on her face(her cheek) is another tumor. They did another C Scan on Friday. This time of her whole body above her knees. They are worried it has spread. We find out tomorrow what the C Scan shows. I am going crazy waiting, yet I don't want to know the results either. I don't know how much more she can handle. And the thought of losing her frightens me. I am trying to use my Clay as therapy today. And to think about all the wonderful things in my life. And try to stay positive. And Pray.
For Her. For strength. For a miracle.